do you ever just want to sit outside with someone and talk all night because i do
I love you.
I know I do.
Sometimes I can’t help not to think that maybe in every relationship, love is not always enough. We fight too much lately. I have cried too much. A little part of me dies every time we argue, and I am afraid what if there is not so much left.
But still, I am so horribly…
I haven’t had enough sleep since you came back into my life.
you know what scares me that eventually someone will get bored of you and you’ll stop making them happy like you used to
I dont want to say that its okay.
and dont want to pretend that Im alright.
Is it really possible to love someone when you’re not any more happy with the relationship you have? I’m so confused right now on what I feel about this person. Maybe this is just an infatuation according to some of my friends but no, I don’t think so. This one’s deeper.
At some point, I just want to leave Him but I’m having this thought of missing Him. I don’t wanna lose Him, not now. I’m too attached to Him or maybe I’m just fooling myself. Idk. All I want to do right now is to stay. Even things are getting rougher each day. All I want to do right now is to bring back what we had, I miss the old us. I’m melancholic this past few days and it’s not helping me. Anxiety attacks every night, I can’t sleep, damn. My thoughts are eating me alive. I’m such a mess, yes I know.